Useless?

I wouldn't say that I am boring. In fact, I know that I am not. But it does not excuse that at times I feel pathetic for someone of my young age. Like right now. My housemate boys are at what looked like an awesome kegger from the outside, but I walked the rest of the way home and am sitting on my floor drinking my last Bud Light Lime. A year ago today I would have been kicking butt at WCURCs, and could have again this year. But I'm sticking to my decision and life has changed.
Only a four day school week, but it was rather brutal juggling all the labs, midterms, and assignments while being sick a coughing up blood, so to say I survived is a feat on its own. Allowed myself a sleep-in today. Wrote my Spinning exam (definitely got at least 40/50 minimum). Took Elizabeth to the gym. Spent an eternity with Sarah at BeeHive picking out my expensive bamboo knitting supplies and wool. And, the highlight of the day: watched Harry Potter 6 at the Cinecenta while enjoying and then spilling their awesome awesome popcorn.
This was the Ultimate Day of my sickness recovery and Day 1 of finally being back to normal again.